Physically,  I feel younger than I have ever felt in my life.  I feel like I have the energy of a teenager every day.  When I was a teenager and in my 20's I felt like I was significantly older than I was, and it showed.  Now, as my mind changes every day, I feel younger every day.  I feel as if I were 25 again.  I am excited to meet new people and face new challenges. 

Mentally, I feel like a child again.  As I look around me each day, I now experience the excitement and wonder of the world I live in.   Every encounter and all my surroundings now hold a newness and an extraordinary pleasure that I have never noticed in myself before.

Spiritually, I feel wise enough to finally know that I don't know anything, and open enough to feel that I know everything I need to know somewhere inside me and that I am the only one who holds the key. 

I would have the biggest smile ever if today is the day I get news that there is no more fighting to be done over a trust and that it will be followed as it is written immediately.

This is how I would distribute my $10 million dollars:
1.  Tithe10% of it. 
2.  Invest 30% of it for continued, passive income.
3.  Save 20% in long term, high-yield savings.
4.  Use 10% for living expenses.
5.  Spread the remaining 30% around, encouraging an active flow of the energy. Investments, gifts, travel, running my business, assisting others in growing their dreams, etc.

I started this year by deciding what I wanted my health (along with every other aspect of my life) to look like by the end of the year. I decided not to have some resolution where I set myself up to fail as I have so many years previously where I said something along the line of, "I must start on this day, and if I stumble...oh, well, I will just go back to doing what I was doing before, because I must just be a failure and having a wonderful life is just not for me...etc." Needless to say, my year started by me learning to love and accept me. This was the most important step I took to claiming the gift of my health. Learning to accept my body, leaving a dead-end job, and removing some toxic people from my life allowed me to look at myself deeply and not just pretend to love myself, but to actually feel it. Second, was to learn to set boundries and respect and honor my time for me. This allowed me time to meditate on and receive guideance on what path would be best for me. I realized that I have spent quite a bit of time on my emotional health and my spiritual health, but that I could not move forward in life without going for the triple crown by spending time on my physical health. Sooo...I removed red meat and pork, then sugar and starch, then diet soda, I added vigorous daily excercise and yoga, an enormous amount of water consumption, daily flossing, longer meditation and deep breathing. Then I removed the cigarettes and alcohol, and eventually, food altogether. I was led to start a major cleansing fast and detox my entire system...and this is where I am now. I am doing the Master Cleanse, which I will follow with a comprehensive colon and liver detox. Following the completion of the internal cleaning, I will begin to reintroduce food slowly into my system to determine what food allergies I still have. I feel powerful and in control of my life for the absolute first time ever. The last step on my total health makeover for the year of 2007, is to decided on a career that I will accel in and love abundantly where I can be of the most service and experience the most personal joy. Now that I am on the path of claiming my health, I know that this final step will be effortless on my part. As A Course in Miracles says: (loosely) If we knew how little our part really was, we would laugh. ...all this, and it's not even April yet!!!!

A Course in Miracles.  Simply put, this book (way of life) has changed everything in my life.  It is the reason I am here, now.

My dream job would be in performing and entertainment.  It would involve travel, meeting new people, experiencing and submerging myself in other cultures, and healing in some way, maybe through the arts...